I'll be your best kept secret...

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows anyone?

I'm not going to say anything about it.
Except that I got it at 1220 am, and was done by 745 am.
This morning.

Basically I've gotten 4 hours of sleep in the past 36 hours. =)
But it was worth it.


On another note, y'know when you feel like someone's avoiding you, but don't feel close enough to them to ask?
Yeah.

[Oh, and I drove to Whole Foods and back today without hitting anything, and was only honked at once. Plus I ran a stop sign, but who's counting?]

I can drive. Legally!
7/18 6 pm through 7/19 1030 pm was just wonderful [for the most part]
Although waiting at the DMV for so long was obnoxious. And there were other minor details that were annoying.
But other than that, it was a fabulous day.

3 down, 2 to go.
In 3 hours, that'll be 4 down, 1 to go.
My dad almost had my head when he saw my May phone bill.
Just wait til he gets June's...
[which reminds me - stop texting me!(unless it's really important) I recieved 200 texts last month, and I can't afford to do that again.]

In other news, there are a lot of things I'd like to know.
None of which I can write publicly.
But if you know what's been going on in my life lately, you can probably guess.


And all the songs we used to sing
they used to tell us everything
all about how it was never meant to be

At this time tomorrow, I will be done with real school.
Because finals don't count.

I <3333 summer, and this one's gonna kick ass.

It's funny. But for the first time in a while, I've been consistently happy.
The past 3 weeks or so have been so good.
No schoolwise, which is hellish, but that's to be expected.
It is, afterall, the end of the year.

Of course there are a few things I would change if given the chance.
But that will always be the case.
For right now [minus being sick], I am content.

Oh my god, my hair is so short.

I'm actually in love with it =)


And on a side note, I'm going to Connecticut for the weekend. So call me if you like me [even if it's just a little bit].

I...don't really know how to feel right now.
There are so many things I could wish for.
I could wish for self-confidence;
for being ok with being independent;
for having enough belief in myself to not depend on others for reassurance;
for having some semblance of an idea of what I want;
for the ability to budget my time the way I should be able to.
I could wish for the appearance I've always wanted;
the focus I've dreamed of having;
the eloquence I've craved.
I should wish for a cure to all diseases;
a way to feed the hungry and shelter the homeless;
an end to war across the world.

But all I would ask for would be a little more patience;
and a way to make everything work out in the end.

I so badly want to see Pirates 3.
And I should probably be figuring out certain aspects of my life right now...but I have no desire to get into long complicated conversations that will most likely just end up in me being upset.
So I'm just going to enjoy the fact that there's no school today and a short day on Friday, and whatever happens [or doesn't happen] will be how things go.


I haven't been this relaxed about stuff in wayy too long.

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Hahahahaha I'm too cool.

If I could stay in one moment forever, that would've been it.
Or rather, one small collection of consecutive moments.
Standing, dancing, jumping, singing around the piano with some of my favorite people in the world, and some who I may not know as well, but love anyways.

"Baaahh badahbah bahdahbahbah bahdahbahbahbahbah bahdahbahbah bahdahbahbahbahbah baaah"
If you see that and know what I'm talking about, you're part of that. You're part of the group that has made this past month or so of my life so frickin' incredible.

We make such a big deal out of every test we fail, every fight we get into, every night we don't get enough sleep. What we don't realise at this point in our lives is that the moments we're really going to remember, the moments that will define high school for us, are these. The ones that have no real purpose, no real structure, just a group of kids with a common interest having a fantastic time singing something they we made up.
That's what high school is all about.

Next year's just not going to be the same.
<3

FRIENDS ONLY.





I'll jazz this up in a few days.
I don't feel like it now.